What are our reasons to stay alive
random tasks or nine to five
unprovable theories, facts, obsessions,
deep minutiae, shallow lessons
ironic humour with sporadic timing
acting dumb or occasionally miming
do what you would have done anyway
believe what you will then do as I say...
The accumulated remains of selected ideas in blog form
The Truth is Lies...
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Friday, December 07, 2007
The Worst Title in the History of Blogging...
'cos you will, and it may happen again in a different form
or in a replicating fashion of sorts...
yeah so sorry if you got lost
but catch up already
we ain't waiting round for long
get with it
based on meaningless data
under the sea?
the individual can do anything that is not prohibited
the state can do only what is authorized
monkey see monkey do
less is more love is blind
stay away
God is gay
burn the flag
your ad here
kiss me I'm shot faced
how can you eat your whatever
when you ain't kissed your somebody
shit on me when you feel like will you mate
well I only wanted to prove a point that wasn't real
sorry if I got distracted by the bigger picture by proxy
sense and meaning are completely and utterly overrated...
reform reform reform
center-left revolt of joy!
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Winged Assassins of Justice Fight The Revolutionary Wheel of History
Stand up gig with musical accompaniment.
He's the "confused hippie" dude from black books.
It's great, worth a look...
Some quotes from the show:
I'm a vegetarian, I'm not strict. I eat fish. And duck, but they're nearly fish aren't they
The BBC did a survey of the top 50 things to do before we die. Not while we're still alive, before we die.
I lose commitment in a joke, I'll give you an example. Three men go into a bar, one of them is a little bit stupid and the whole scene plays out with a tedious inevitability
Sunday, December 02, 2007
The Next Episode
The only things that are infinite are the universe
and human stupidity.
But I'm not too sure about the universe.
And there are also:
time, death, taxes, etc...
working to eat? Or eating to work?
making yourself a useful productive tool of the establishment yet?
Oh well I mean consciously of course, as you could hardly help it these days.
A distorted view of history continues to be the basis of our morals.
If we don't get in tune with our surroundings rather than ourselves.
Well I don't know exactly I can only speculate wildly or make something up.
Hopefully creative or worthwhile enough to be preserved for posterity where no one will read it.
Well not for a while, when I've already gone on to the next fad or passing craze
The devine comedy and cosmic drama proceeds unabated?
Now that's just reaching...
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Excess Baggage
emotions, time, eventual decay, ultimate collapse...
Find a place in the universe? hierarchy, structure, fascism,
the brat race, the system that tells us how to think, feel, act.
each given a ranking, who's above? who's below?
Shall we compete somehow to find out?
Wealth, strength, prestige, abilities, talents...
Build them up to knock 'em down!
all of the above?
This does not really make for the most entertaining narrative!
more like scraps of thought hastily (ha silly) compiled
slapped on to the internet before they can be forgotten
or destroyed by the wastages of life, whatever that means. wink wink nudge nudge
Pretty much if something sounds/looks good to me at the time I will investigate or over-analyse it for as long as I can be bothered, and this is all just a log of that. Not entirely sure why, but I've always been motivated by statistics, records, chronicles, the name on the spacies game at the local chip shop, name in the wet cement, something to be looked back on.
Basically however I can leave my mark in an anti-obvious why. So people will find it without too much fuss (perhaps with ease), but not until a wee bit later. By that time it may have less significance, and have less influence over any future events. But at least I can save it here in the old thought shed. Mental storage depot. That way I don't have to keep thinking about it, and can go on to the next thought worry free. Because I want to remember it, but the next thought may change things alot more, or be be slightly more sensational to the wider audience. But I was not really going for them... it was just for a future me (sans De Lorean ?) and those that will search just a little further. Dig just a little longer, curiosity driven, can work out the context from connecting the specifics, and vice versa.
If you think this is total bull$hi+ then fair enough, each is entitled to their own opinion, free speech yada yada, don't agree but defend your right to be a prick, yada yada. I'm not the thought police nark, but this is my wee bit of cyberspace not yours thank you very much so take your loverly opinion write it on your own blog or whatever and we'll all be fine!
Maybe I do have a vague, over complicated notion of the earth and existence in general. I dwell on the past/present and future, procrastinate how I want and just how I like. Muck about with the random things that most others forgot about or never noticed. Talk about something more than actually accomplish it.
I speculate on the unknowable and postulate on the unthinkable.
I can guess the future.
Rewrite the past.
Believe what I want and as I see fit. At least I admit it.
Then write an psudo-essay on it, with bad grammar, mispellings, made up words, poor paragraphs, lack of cohesive structure, narrative, conclusion, and/or purpose.
And loving every moment? Well at least partially enjoying if not hoping that this will come in handy at a later stage. Not caring too much though if it doesn't. It was never here.
So what if I live a dream, partially delusion resulting from thinking about so many different worldwide media/political/everyday events that you can only really focus on your own life anyway. So you will always have bias, entrenched racism, fear, xenophobia, contempt for the poor and weak, disregard for other inhabitants of the planet we won't meet, blind hatred, blaming natural disasters or unavoidable problems on an easy/marginalised scapegoat. Or are these just reasons or excuses that help to justify/maintain the status quo (infighting, nationalism, warmongering, elitist domination, arms races) and make sure that a worldwide unification or consciousness never develops? We're all citizens of the world, it just depends how far outside your turf you can see.
See there is no target market for a rant like that!
So if you read it your my key demographic!
Love you audience and crave your attention always...
Yours marginally
Twisted
(p.s shizz)
Monday, November 26, 2007
Emotional Investment
than to write for the public and have no self. (Some Dude) Named Cyril...
Healthy levels of paranoia, 'Misuse of drugs Act.'
I probably wouldn't really want to read this myself
if I hadn't written it, but I did. So I it partially interests me.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
To Be Confirmed
the only thing to hate, is hate itself.
the only thing to love, is love itself.
the only thing to regret, is regret itself.
the only thing to live, is life itself.
undefined...
emotional...
physical...
mental...
sexual...
total...
... frustration/dysfunction?
maim attack decay shield claw
Is it possible we humans have over-complicated this whole life process?
fight scream choke slash steal
Doesn't life seem far easier for other animals?
Possible less enjoyable, more nasty, brutal or short?
Guess it depends where you live....
(e.g pet rats in California may have a better life
than a human in certain third world areas)
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Open Ended Apology
I have caused harm to,
especially my
friends and family...
Even if I meant to
(at the time)
after much thought
and introspection
I now regret
all that I have done...
except for this
unless it offends somebody
or causes mental anguish...
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Complex Inferiority
How long will it last? Short term thrills.
Till the next scandal. Climax of conclusions.
Building up to the end? Separate existence.
All in our own world. Thoughts beyond control.
Obsessed with order. Hunted by Fear.
Imagined or otherwise. The same but different.
Selective views of the past. Written by winners.
Man attacks. Gods defend. Devils laugh.
Mutton dressed as Lamb. Delusions of reality.
Drop the Hammer. Make it so...
Bumper sticker of the week:
I started life with nothing, and I still have most of it left.
Old quote of the millisecond:
What is written without effort is in general read without pleasure – Samuel Johnson
Monday, October 29, 2007
Justice Delayed is Justice Denied
to make something natural artificial!
Master of political opportunity (sly weasel)
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
the more you read (it) the less it means
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Lost and Profound
Monday, October 15, 2007
Self Motivated
that's angry with me' (Sir Thomas Browne)
Things not to do:
- Don't order them around or tell them to do things without explaining why.
- Don't tell them not to worry, or that they're lucky it wasn't worse.
- Don't talk down to them or not listen.
- Don't reassure them everything is all right when it isn't.
- Don't take their anger or emotions personally.
- Don't get emotional or excited with them.
'Within limits of normality, every individual loves himself. In cases where he has a deformity or abnormality or develops it later, his own aesthetic sense revolts and he develops a sort of disgust towards himself. Though with time he becomes reconciled to his deformities, it is only at the conscious level. His sub-conscious mind, which continues to bear the mark of injury, brings about certain changes in his whole personality, making him suspicious of society.' - R.V. Wardekar in a pamphlet on leprosy
'Io non mori', e non rimasi vivo.'
(I did not die, yet nothing of life remained.)
Dante
The Revolution will not be Televised!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Voyages of Discovery

To reach harmony with the way (Tao) by dwelling on the beauty of nature, by being self sufficient, and by desiring nothing...
To reach harmony with...
-God(s)? or whatever type of religion you accept...
--karma?
---infinity?
----the one?
-----existence?
------the creator?
-------everything?
--------the universe?
---------an eternal life force?
----------the past present and future?
-----------or something far more powerful?
joy love sex passion fruit ice cream gambling tomfoolery danger
conquest gin risk fetishism extreme quilting mathematics etc...
A small sense of satisfaction?
...more than a small sense!
from... a job well done
pride in accomplishment
looking back to achievement
witness to selflessness
honour in remembrance
positive hindsight from self-fulfillment
If no change means peace, this certainly was peace,
to be found like a nut at the centre of the hard shell of discomfort
(A Burnt out Case G. Greene)
I feel discomfort, therefore I am alive
Don't tase me, Bro!
Get with it...
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Parallel universes exist - study
I heard about this study from the Colbert Report and then found the story online. It was published in NewScientist. So then I just had to reproduce it here for your interest. It's weird that scientist's study stuff that you talk about when your wasted, I thought that was more for those studying Arts...
Parallel universes really do exist, according to a mathematical discovery by Oxford scientists described by one expert as "one of the most important developments in the history of science".
The parallel universe theory, first proposed in 1950 by the US physicist Hugh Everett, helps explain mysteries of quantum mechanics that have baffled scientists for decades, it is claimed.
In Everett's "many worlds" universe, every time a new physical possibility is explored, the universe splits. Given a number of possible alternative outcomes, each one is played out - in its own universe.
A motorist who has a near miss, for instance, might feel relieved at his lucky escape. But in a parallel universe, another version of the same driver will have been killed. Yet another universe will see the motorist recover after treatment in hospital. The number of alternative scenarios is endless.
It is a bizarre idea which has been dismissed as fanciful by many experts. But the new research from Oxford shows that it offers a mathematical answer to quantum conundrums that cannot be dismissed lightly - and suggests that Dr Everett, who was a Phd student at Princeton University when he came up with the theory, was on the right track.
Commenting in New Scientist magazine, Dr Andy Albrecht, a physicist at the University of California at Davis, said: "This work will go down as one of the most important developments in the history of science."
According to quantum mechanics, nothing at the subatomic scale can really be said to exist until it is observed. Until then, particles occupy nebulous "superposition" states, in which they can have simultaneous "up" and "down" spins, or appear to be in different places at the same time.
Observation appears to "nail down" a particular state of reality, in the same way as a spinning coin can only be said to be in a "heads" or "tails" state once it is caught.
According to quantum mechanics, unobserved particles are described by "wave functions" representing a set of multiple "probable" states. When an observer makes a measurement, the particle then settles down into one of these multiple options.
The Oxford team, led by Dr David Deutsch, showed mathematically that the bush-like branching structure created by the universe splitting into parallel versions of itself can explain the probabilistic nature of quantum outcomes.
© Copyright Press Association Ltd 2007, All Rights Reserved.
Monday, October 01, 2007
Broken Down figures
Purchase:
Want to buy the Magna Carta?
A rare copy of the Magna Carta, the document that enshrined civil rights in English law, is to be sold in New York. The copy owned by the Perot Foundation is expected to fetch more than $20m (£9.94m), auctioner Sotheby's says. The copy on sale, sealed by King Edward I and dating from 1297, is the only one in private ownership. King John sealed the original Magna Carta in 1215. The 1297 manuscript, bought by H Ross Perot in 1984, is due to be auctioned in December. It was on view until recently in the National Archives in Washington. (Source: bbc)
Wicked totally retro futuristic video clipage:
New Phoenix Foundation song 'Bright Grey'
Directed by the talented Mr. Taika Waititi.
What was the first and only X-rated movie ever to get an Oscar?
Clue:
Everybody's talking at me
I don't hear a word they're saying
Only the echoes of my mind
People stopping staring
I can't see their faces
Only the shadows of their eyes
Which U.S state is (apparently) known as:
"The Land of Enchantment"?
Clue:
- This state has the highest percentage of Hispanic Americans (comprised of both recent immigrants and descendants of Spanish colonists).
- Also known as "The Colorful State" (possibly a reference to the fact above)
- More contemporary than Mexico?
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Additional information:
Ohhh yes, I forgot to mention NEW Radiohead Album (coming soon)
As advised in comment below...
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Assault Weapons of the Mind
Easy to think things are simple
Conversations Across Time
Growth Change and Decay
Broken Down Figures
Turbulent Systems
Ripped Pages
Syntax Error
the falling man
Historical Interest
Cosmic Wheels turn
Profound Experience
Independent Variable
Architectural Historian
The Pretentious Defacer
You did it for yourself mate
Hope you feel as guilty as I do
I never really liked you anyway
Results May Vary

The Tyger
Gnosticism
Clive JamesOrdinary lifes hurtles constantly onwards...
Aiming for imaginary perfection (at all cost(s)!!!)
International Drinking rules: (apply within)
- No pointing.
- No swearing
- No first names.
- Not allowed to say the word 'drink'
- Use left hand only to drink with pinky extended.
- Because. I said so.
- You so did not.
- Whatever.
- So there!
- Go on...
Thanks Industrial Revolution!
Devoid of constructive feedback.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Sublimation Saves the Day
(haha or weird? - Youdecide!)
Chaser's War - Apec Security Stunt Episode - Official footage
Flight of the Conchords - Hiphopopotamus vs. Rhymenoceros
The Mighty Boosh - I'll Put a Move on You
THE SOPRANOS Top 10 Late Show David Letterman - Entire Cast
Flight Of The Conchords - Frodo, Don't Wear The Ring
Stephen Colbert on The O'Reilly Factor
The Chaser on Fox News
Chaser - 9/11 Quiz
Family Guy Britney Spears
Chris Crocker on Jimmy Kimmel - Leave Britney Alone!Seth Green Says Leave Chris Crocker Alone!
Stephen Colbert and Jon Stewart Present at the Emmys
Derek and Clive are muppets (Content may offend)
Jesus Cared About Stopping War & Poverty OR Gays & Abortion?
Welcome to Christchurch Part 1 Part 2
In the end you have to like yourself, 'cause your gonna be spending alot of time together..
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Jump cut life style
Love
Poetry
Humour
Sabotage
Don't believe us
We're all cultural prostitutes.
Abolish work.
Steal time.
1871
1917
1968
Now!
Destroy bourgeois culture.
Power to the people!
Question everything?
Smash it up.
A taste for change, satisfied by a change of taste.
Whatever doesn't kill power is killed by it.
My heart still hurts from last night.
Governments are failures.
Depression is the obvious extension
of boredom in consumer capitalism.
Living has become reduced to the economy of space
Much more can be said on these matters. Go ahead
All of the above were selected slogans taken from the following...
See Music video:
International Noise Conspiracy - "Smash It Up"
News bites:
Anarchy is love of freedom
Physicists Claim to Have Broken Speed of Light
Human shield and Big Brother star dies mysteriously
Don't work, have sex, Russians told
Wikipedia posts two-millionth English listing
Rewriting the first draft of history
Wiki bits:
List of revolutions and rebellions
The Hundred Year's War
English peasants' revolt of 1381
Young Hegelians
Property is Theft
The Paradox of time...
Author Unknown
The paradox of time in history is that we:
Have taller buildings, but shorter tempers
Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints
We spend more, but have less
We buy more, but enjoy it less
We have bigger houses and smaller families
Bigger churches and smaller congregations
A multitude of prayers, but very little faith
A blessed life, but lack of gratitude
A loving God for our blemished hearts
We have more conveniences, but less time
We have more degrees, but less sense
More knowledge, but less judgment
More experts, but more problems
More medicine, but less wellness
We have multiplied our possessions,
But reduced our values
We talk too much, love too seldom,
And hate too often
We've learned how to make a living,
But not a life
We've added years to life, not life to years
We've been all the way to the moon and back
But we have trouble crossing the street to meet
A new neighbor
We've conquered outer space, but not
inner space
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice
We have higher incomes, but lower morals
We've become long on quantity, but short on
quality
These are the times of tall men, and short
character
Steep profits, and shallow relationships
More leisure, but less fun
More kinds of food, but less nutrition
These are the days of two incomes, but more
divorce
Of fancier houses, but broken homes
It is a time when there is much in the show
window
And nothing in the stock room
A time when technology can bring this letter
to you
And a time when you can choose to make a
difference
Or just hit delete...
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
No Comment
"Everything is vague to a degree you do not realise till you have tried to make it precise." - Bertrand Russell.
"We don't know a millionth of 1 per cent about anything." - Thomas Edison.
"In case your worried about what's going to become of the younger generation, it's going to grow up and start worrying about the younger generation" - Roger Allen.
"You cannot make a man by standing a sheep on it's hind legs. But by standing a flock of sheep in that position you can make a crowd of men" - Max Beerbohm.
"I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions" -Augusten Burroughs.
"If you make people think they're thinking, they'll love you; but if you really make them think, they'll hate you. - Don Marquis.
"The secret of being a bore is to tell everything." -Voltaire.
"One of the lessons of history is that nothing is often a good thing to do and always a clever thing to say." - Will Durant.
"The best way to keep one's word is not to give it." - Napoleon Bonaparte.
"I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there." - Herb Caen.
"We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones." - Francois de La Rochefoucauld.
"Success usually comes to those who are too busy to be looking for it." - Henry David Thoreau.
"Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men. - Dr Martin Luther King jr.
"The visionary lies to himself, the liar only to others." - Friedrich Nietzsche.
"A conference is a gathering of important people who singly can do nothing, but together can decide that nothing can be done." - Fred Allen.
"Under democracy one party always devotes its chief energies to trying to prove that the other party is unfit to rule - and both commonly succeed, and are right." - H. L. Mencken.
"The intermediate stage between socialism and capitalism is alcoholism." - Norman Brenner.
"The whole dream of democracy is to raise the proletarian to the level of stupidity attained by the bourgeois." - Gustave Flaubert.
"You can't make up anything any more. The world itself is a satire. All you're doing is recording it." - Art Buchwald
"The danger is not that a particular class is unfit to govern. Every class is unfit to govern." Lord Acton.
"Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember." Oscar Levant.
"Politics is the art of looking for trouble, finding it whether it exists or not, diagnosing it incorrectly, and applying the wrong remedy." - Ernest Benn.
"Faith is, at one and the same time absolutely necessary and altogether impossible." - Stanislaw Lem.
Anonymity Breeds Contempt
"In the old days the public vented their spleen on rogues by pelting them with rotten eggs and squashed tomatoes. The stocks were a prominent part of life -the threat of their humiliation hung over village life. In our more modern - I hesitate to say civilised - age, these rituals haven't vanished with the wooden contraptions that enacted them: they've gone online. The new electronic free-for-all better known as the internet and in particular the blogosphere has become a modern-day stocks. Its anonymity has created a 21st century arena for hurling abuse; the virtual equivalent of soggy vegetables.
Online there are no limits (last week a report dubbed the net a Wild West of crime) . It seems anything goes. Web contributors seem to have little compunction about letting it all hang out. It used to be talk radio was where nutters congregated to have their say - but there they ran the risk of the talk-show host putting them down with a scathing remark, or in extremis pulling the plug. On the net there are precious few moderators.
We all know that sitting at a computer it is easy to get carried away, to feel that because you are in a virtual medium everything you do or write is somehow separate from the real world; all those respectable judges, actors and policemen out there who have been subsequently prosecuted for downloading child porn know all about that. But from the really sick offenders to the city folk forwarding emails about their exes which end up all over the world, or to our own perhaps over emotional outpouring in an email, it is easy to be lulled into a false sense of omnipotence: the sense that your actions have no consequences. A one keen blogging friend put it to me: "Do you Know why I love blogging? Because no paper would ever print what I can get away with online."
Everyone has the odd ungenerous thought or bitchy aside but generally we keep these thoughts to ourselves. Blogs contain the remarks nobody dares say at the dinner party for fear of censure. Forget Jerry Springer and trashy daytime television, when our fingers hit the keyboard we seem to lose all sense of decency or propriety. We thought we'd moved on from pelting people with rotten eggs."
-Excepts of an article from the 'Sunday Times' by Eleanor Mills.
story was about online abuse/opinion of the McCann family
since their daughter Madeleine went missing in Portugal.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Hyper Intuitive
Read between the lines...
Partially unmotivated, totally undecided
sporadically confused (all reasons to vote)
opposing through existence
resistance to any force that gets too powerful
braving the onslaught, eating the brave.
Destruction by seduction. Unconditional corruption.
Distracted by stars, game shows and cars.
formulas of nonsense
More and more delusional... less and less equality.
political and social upheaval was fine in the sixties
but we've been convinced that revolution wrecked the world
blame political correctness and the civil rights movement
compare them with terrorism, communism and evil
philosophies that don't place money first
anything but the free market, privatisation, corporate greed
multi-national market forces set the price
so now if you can't eat... starve!
Don't believe the hype!
I can't hear what your saying...
De clutter my life (where to start? --> in the mind)
gears of time, shift in metal process. Pimp my cranium!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Unknown Origins
Distractions for the morbidly connected
From time to time we all... screw the intro just look at these links
or go to the next post ...but only these two options are available!
The Newset Apple shizz
Dynamite surfing
Laser graffiti
The Foxhole Manifesto
sorry skinner's pigeons!
Smoke n Mirrors
self defense of the mind
self reliance of the soul
self cleansing of the spirit
self sufficiency of character
how can you achieve that with a "God mobile"?
What if this is a dream?
Saturday, August 25, 2007
The Overly Dramatic Truth
Who is right? Who is left?
Want to get your opinion out?
(Don't we all?)
Then why not set up a special interest
or single/multi issue website
to preach your message out:
(as I have done)
The Devil's Pizza
Victory at all costs? <I do not agree with the opinions expressed here (or the videos)
Exit strategy now?
Apparently: We've already had one 9-11 we son't need another, but who's got the right answers to make the world safer, not just make certain militant groups less stronger. You're still going to have thosae under lying issues (e.g recent US foreign policy, support of Israel in Palestine, historical interpretations of past events, etc..) are going to make certain disenfranchised people commit horrific acts. Because just like hawks in the pentagon/whitehouse they believe their ends justify their means. Because they see authority abusing its power, or societies turning their backs on communities and other horrendous stuff that would make you start to hate and project that hate toward the enemy/other side. The different. The bastatdos.
In hindsight historically certain wars seem necessary and other don't. Really none of them are entirely necessary at all, but inevitable. Due to situations arising from conflicts of interest, lack of resources, (overpopulation?), intensive military build-ups driven by greedy arms manufacturers (supported by the Mass Media Murdoch Industrial complex markets) they are always going to happen. While the few control the many, and we live in pseudo democratic think tanks run by markets for outside profit giant pyramid scheme, all going to the top. What can be changed? What is always going to happen? Tyranny can be brought down, but is usually replaced by the devil you didn't know. Only time will tell. Can't we all just get along? Well no unfortunately it doesn't seem we can...
Masters in CCSC
Saturday, August 18, 2007
What's Wrong With Weird?
Experiment in the woods
The Humans are Dead
Not Crying
Karma Banque
Capitalism Unplugged?
Best selling Games
Martin and Lewis
Only Black and white from a distance
under a microscope the grey area is visible
formations of information
experimental anti-social psychology
or just a bit of randomness to past the day
and carve our niche in the world
skimming along the edges...
Monday, August 13, 2007
Service of Denial
flash bang
what is happening
it goes too fast at the time
impotence
what can I do
wishing you could stop it
Feeling like an observer
Token gesture
those you knew hurt
others flee
It's over
if only...
regrets:
then afterwards you have all the time in the world to deconstruct what you saw, how it happened, what you could have done, what you didn't do. If you hang on to it, just that little too long... you hatch some plans to get your moment, and once you start you might not be able to stop, your committed your mind goes into overdrive. There's no point thinking of rational solutions you chose action. You can't put your shirt back on, once you've thrown it in the crowd, you better look like you planned to get bare chested. You've reacted, now it's you or them and then you just hope you have enough followers to avenge you, and try to build your gang/ faction/ clan/ cult/ tribe/government/ community/ militia group/ religion/ friends and family better bigger stronger fitter happier than the opposition... you get the idea, maybe? I think i'm gonna have to stop this one before I take the big step, or keep it completely under the radar... and I mean like that's all i'm gonna say even to you kind secrecy level. They better hope that something mellows me/distracts my attention/or gets me more angry, before I think of really funny (but completely legal and even safe) ways to exact my revenge!
FYI: I don't actually have a militia group or a government of my own (well maybe ones that represent me in parliament)...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Teethmarks of Time
If you haven't heard the new Interpol Album yet
I thoroughly recommend obtaining it (legally of course)
and giving it a damn good rinsing!
Especially if you liked the first two albums
as you will be loving it!
This post was an excuse to use their lyrics.
I only call them when I know I won't see them...
Monday, July 16, 2007
20 Minutes Into the Future
things that has intriged/confronted me and/or
basically came across my path of thought
this week...
Our Love to Admire
Waco Siege/**** Up
Seven Seals
Meso-America
Day of the Dead
Quay Bros
Frida Kahlo
The movie about her
Poor old troksky
2 cars one night
Tama Tu
Revolution in Texas
Top 10 Bush Moments
Another Political Documentry
M M M Max
Ain't no Sunshine
Retro Futuristic Corporporate whore
Grasping at straws?
word of the week: basically
Monday, July 09, 2007
Small Cog in a Big Machine
Occupational Overuse Syndrome
All or nothing.
All or Nothing.
All Or NOthing.
All or no thing.
All or nothing much.
all or not very much.
All or some.
All or a fractional amount.
All or a little bit.
All and a little bit.
All and a little bit more.
All plus one.
Double plus All.
All with cheese.
All bar one.
All you can eat.
All you can borrow.
All or many.
All on hire purchase.
All with only a few strings attached.
All or a brand new Car!
All or significant armies approaching from the Eastern front.
All in all
All for now.
All for you
All or poverty.
All or social detachment.
All or back to the basement.
All sentiment and no action.
All or historical inaccuracies.
All or the time you did that thing.
All except a higher power.
All times infinity.
All nothing.
All over.
All True.
Stop trying to find the meanings and you might enjoy it!
Or vice versa?
But don't take my word for it....
Listen to our satisfied customers people just like yourself who have benefited from the wonderous advantages gained by believing in the promise's of others who have acheived through direct consumer marketing.. er... whoops wrong website...
Working Class Zero
Who can guess who is who?
Votes and feedback can be tied to a brick and thrown through my front window!
Watch out for:
Editors & Collapsing Cities gig... August 7th... The Studio, Auckland....
Simpson's Movie... not long to go... where will the 'real Springfield' be?
Members:
Steve Mathieson (vocals/guitars)
James Brennan (guitar)
Stephen Parry (bass/keys)
Tim van Dammen (drums)
I pinched this description off some other site, but it does the trick:
Formed in 2006, Collapsing Cities has become one of New Zealand’s premiere Dance Rock Bands. Their blend of dance and rock has struck a chord with audiences around the country. Singles 'Elixir Always' and 'No Plans' off their self titled EP released in February 2007, have lingered in various Bnet radio top tens listings for months. Their new album is being mixed and is due for a July 2007 release
...written in PR-speak but I agree with the general sentiment.Commodity fetishism
The Curse:
Please indulge my bleeding heart and excuse my irrelevance as I lament a general loss of craftsmanship, in a world where increasingly the victims are seen as the cause (of misery, poverty, confusion, etc.) and not the symptom...
The Synthetic Age:
In modern times we have managed to replicate many aspects of the past, except for the quality. I know what your going to say "Go live on a farm and stop using your computer then if repetition, ease and efficiency are such burdens. By the way you using a computer to write this.. and so forth." Well I said it anyway! People used to make those by hand you know! "Yeah sure grandpa!" Ok so I want the advantages of technology without the resulting negative byproducts. Doesn't everyone want their cake and everybody else's?
How to be ignored in popular discourse:
If the oppressed masses of the world were to unite or gain a class consciousness, present power structures would be meaningless as they are based almost solely on an unequal distribution of wealth and not, as we are sometimes informed, based on natural talents and abilities. If you really believe that vast wealth can be accumulated via 'hard work' or 'risk-taking' then shouldn't all inheritance be outlawed as it discourages people from doing both of those things. It only encourages people to vehemently defend so-called 'property rights' and strongly resist any attempts to redistribute wealth... (I'm not saying that your gonna get far by sitting on your arse, unless your dad was head of the CIA...)
By the way I am aware that almost all attempts at revolution are abused and exploited by those that eventually gain power, but this time it's different god damn it!!!
The interaction of politics and economics should be something we all have an opinion on, however much money we have or don't have.
The illusion of choice:
“The United States has only one party - the property party. It’s the party of big corporations, the party of money. It has two right wings; one is Democrat and the other is Republican.”
-Gore Vidal
(Ok so that quote focuses on America but it is relevant to almost all modern societies...)
“Those who cast the votes decide nothing; those who count the votes decide everything.”
Joseph Stalin (e.g Florida 2000)
Monday, June 25, 2007
Personal Worst
well this next bit might annoy you
as it glitches around and
jumps from one idea to another
Some things I just had to post
and then forget or repeat forever.
Just skip past it if you want
Everything breaks down to smaller particles
we are a collection of atoms that collected together
and will eventually scatter again...
no matter how hard we fight against it
not that I'm saying we should let that stop us.
we are the flippant
we are the remorseful
we are the unexcited
we are the hypnotised
we are the unintended
we are the unmotivated
we are the divided
we are the institutionalised
we are the forbidden
we are the downtrodden
we are the insightful dreamers
we are the wishful thinkers
we are the revolution
we are the apathetic
we are the byproduct
we are the outcome
we are the mind
we are the body
we are the soul
we are the unborn
we are the dead
Birth death money politics religion
there's no power without control
and no control without power
It's not just good it's great depression
How many people convert religions on their doorstep?
Micheal Jackson pop king of sick f**king country.
collection of contradiction
compulsive dilemma's
sordid road to truth
format dictates content
upset the philosophical applecart
bring it sucka
mere myth then man
more myth than man
up down front load
chain store saw smoke
race day horse car
corporate manslaughter
screw the system
mixed messages baby
Rudimentary moral code that is vague yet flexible:
Priorities v impulses
intentions v actions
survival v instinct
necessity v greed
individual rights v the rights of everyone else
You can do whatever you want
but it is best not to
Just leave it alone mate
the world never sleeps
breakdown averted.
Sunsets Vs. Rooftops
along the way...
Pleasing isn't necessary but can be rewarding
goes around, comes around.
Be Part of the Future!
while free speech under goes a precautionary upgrade!
(apologies for any inconvenience)
Are thoughts meant to be fun/torturous or just functional things to accomplish, means to an end? Because I'll tell you they get tricky to deal with at times, and you can see why people try to escape, well I guess we all do in minor ways, but the ultimate escape plan is really the most selfish, it may help you (or seem to) but really your just disembarking and leaving the other passengers with the fare. They will have to pick up all the excess baggage. So what if I abuse my metaphores, they never say exactly what I mean anyway. Isn't it better to be ambiguous and let others read between the lines? Notice I usually ask the questions instead of answering them. Someone promised easy answers.
Power struggles can distract our focus from the true nature of reality, not continually maybe? More often at a workplace, club, school, family or other competitive environment, we must always establish a hierarchy, make some winners, some losers and nobody is to question any uneven distributions because this is inherent inequality is built into the pyramid structure of society to punish the lazy and reward the entrepreneurial, or speed up economic Darwinism I can't remember which...
Or maybe I've been watching too much $opranos (currently: S4 E2)
Provisional definition of religion: Spreading ignorance through fear!
Been rinsing out the new album by the editors, that can be previewed on myspizzle.
gigiddy gigiddy.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Deeply thoughtified funk soul brother
Whatever I write it could be a complete load of crap or it could be worth reading. It may appeal to something deep within you, although it may be really boring or totally untrue or really about something quite simple that you learnt a while ago that is not really interesting. But what have you got to lose? Its not like I can take knowledge away from you is it? I can't make you forget something utterly useful or condemn you to a life of boredom. Only myself. Happy travels. Amen, in a non-religious way.
repartition is for suckers, except me
repetition is for suckers, except me
reputation is for suckers, except me
as seen off TV
(p.s as you might have guessed the only purpose of that title was to grab attention/turn away undesirables, not that I'M elitist, I just don't care for riff-Raff, pop charts, boy bands, reality TV (actually I've been sucked in by a few (even the trump)so i must realise on some level that I am just as shit as any other sucker on the orbiting globe) ludicris claims, the past, the present and everything/nothing kinda ying yang complicated type situations that aren't fulfilling.
Not everyone particularly likes change, to put it mildly. In fact some people are down right petrified of it, and therefore act confrontationally toward it. Of course it might be pleasing in some ways if nothing ever changed, offering us comfort and stability. That would make nostalgia a bit irrelevant, but anyway, the fact is change is constant and anything we do to halt change will only be temporary. So our basic choice is learn to go with the flow, or exhaust yourself by fighting against the current.
I don't care if you have read it before...
Where is my cheese?
Drift away...
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Unconfirmed Source:
My computer
I am not advertising french cars for any gain to myself or the Transformers.
cybertron out.




