Difficult Subject Matter

The Starts of Thoughts

From Underground credibility

To accessibility in the mainstream?

Do they all merge into one mass culture?

Is there a mainstream for each country?

Or a overall mainstream of meta Western culture?

Death is never funny, unless you are into black humour...

If I were 'crazy' I would say that our global economy

is built on a Ponzi scheme that is addicted to growth...

but I might get labelled an 'activist' for spreading such truth.

Wish I had some insider trading tips (I'm probably on a watch list now)

but I don't want to associate with corporate thieves

Robber barons, raiders, slash-and-burn-merchants

Text goes here

Text goes there

Wait for it

Here it comes

All you wanted and more

Sorry I can't back that up

No pay off this week sister

Find your own meanings

Irony, satire, parody

Logic, reason, wisdom

Humour, witticism, jest

Agony, torture, pain

compassion, mercy, decency

"The world is all that is the case" - (Ludwig Wittgenstein)

I still haven't really worked out what that means yet...

Compressible recession

Depend On Me

Plan
Create environments

Organise

Manage Contingencies

Lead

Control Outcomes

Intangible

Hypothetical

Theoretical

Conceptual

Abstract

Fairy Tale

Nonsense

Ignorance

Truth Bomb

Time Bar

Think Tank

Sperm Bank

Circle Jerk

Spirit Level

Line Dance

Memory Hole

Phone Booth

Broken Beat

Market Force

Space Station

Fire Brigade

Missing Piece

Street Art

Cyber Poet

Recovery Centre

Black Plague

Trojan Horse

Reverse Logic

Auto-complete

You just can't rely on anything these days...

Self- aware

Self- indulgent

Self- destruct

Self- saucing

Self- righteous

Self- confidence

Self- conscious

Self- management

Self- help

Self- harm

Self- belief

Self- hatred

Self- recorded

Self- esteem

Self- promotion

Self- employment

Self- motivated

Self- discovery

Self- regulation

Self- fulfilment

Self- fulfilling

Self- inflicted

Self- sacrificing

Self- control

Self- absorbed

Self- appointed

Self- pity

Self- sustaining

Self- portrait

Self- taught

Self- service

Self- made

Self- preservation

Self- repect

Self- ish

Self- less

Once again,

Using repetition to remove all meaning(s)...

Once again...

The General Specific (I'm Invisible)

Making sense of it all yet?

Cos I'm still kind of confused and finding out that

the more I know, the less I really know...

I mean ya think one thing is certain

and then it goes and changes on ya

No one is really right! Right?

cos there is far too much stuff for us to ever know

like tidal waves of avalanches of untamed knowledge

that has lasted over the years and only grown

larger and more accessible in the internet age

if that is indeed a term that anyone will use

a hundred years from now

I'm not trying to confuse you further (or am I?)

but I just don't think I will work it all out, any time soon

if at all, but I just like taking heaps of wild guesses

and see if I can get one right, but there's always an exception

everything is Just too big really isn't it Toto...

One man's obscure reference, is another's cliché

variety is the spice of different stuff

but if you find what you like, don't pull it apart

unless you are really good at putting it back together

and as long as pulling it apart won't wreck it

temporary portable virtual jargon holistic nonsense

sorry I drifted into buzzwords there for a moment

I am just saying that I can't sum it up into words

but if you put it all together and then forget it again

your almost halfway there...

Where is your spirit going when you die?

who is to say it's not there now?

why would something so existential as a spirit be limited by physics?

does it have to be attached to you?

could it not be infinite?

are our dreams a preview of the afterlife?

will we get to play in our own minds/memories for all eternity?

I should probably not try to work this weird stuff out

but I've got a bit of time to think, so I really can't help it...

The joke isn't:

I have far more questions than answers

and none of them are easy

hope this doesn't sound the least bit tragic

cos I am someone who likes thinking about oddities

I guess I would like some answers too

I mean, who wouldn't want some of those??

but am getting better at accepting

that they don't always exist, to my knowledge

if your happy, your in heaven already...

deeper than than the sea

wider than the universe

and like that! He's gone...

Nutritional Yeast Flakes

The Ultimate Mega Extreme:

List of My Favourite Fruits:

(In Taste Order)

1. Strawberries
2. Plums
3. Grapes
4. Peaches
5. Apples
6. Mandarins
7. Bananas
8. Raspberries
9. Boysenberries
10. Apricots
11. Oranges
12. Kiwifruit
13. nectarines

A bit hard to put into order, as quality can vary...

and it's also subjective as.

Funny thing is I eat apples the most off this list, how inane do I sound?

What's your top fruit(s)??

p.s do not recommend to eat ALL at once, as may turn your dirt track into a super highway.

Not To Be Taken Literally Or Orally

"Desiderata" - Max Ehrmann

Desiderata. Desiderata. Desiderata.
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender,
Be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others -
Even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons - they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter,
For always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career -
However humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is.
Many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love.
For in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
It is as perenial as the grass.
Take kindly the council of the years,
Gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune,
But do not distress yourself with imaginings -
Many fears are borne of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe.
No less than the trees and the stars, you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
No doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life,
Keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.

(But wait there's more...)

"Deteriorata" - National Lampoon

You are a fluke of the universe. You have no right to be here.
Deteriorata. Deteriorata.

Go placidly amid the noise and waste,
And remember what comfort there may be in owning a piece thereof.
Avoid quiet and passive persons, unless you are in need of sleep.
Rotate your tires.
Speak glowingly of those greater than yourself,
And heed well their advice, even though they be turkeys.
Know what to kiss, and when.
Consider that two wrongs never make a right, but that three do.
Wherever possible, put people on hold.
Be comforted that in the face of all aridity and disillusionment,
and despite the changing fortunes of time,
There is always a big future in computer maintenance.

Remember The Pueblo.
Strive at all times to bend, fold, spindle, and mutilate.
Know yourself. If you need help, call the FBI.
Exercise caution in your daily affairs,
Especially with those persons closest to you -
That lemon on your left, for instance.
Be assured that a walk through the ocean of most souls
Would scarcely get your feet wet.
Fall not in love therefore. It will stick to your face.
Gracefully surrender the things of youth: birds, clean air, tuna, Taiwan.
And let not the sands of time get in your lunch.
Hire people with hooks.
For a good time, call 606-4311. Ask for Ken.
Take heart in the bedeepening gloom
That your dog is finally getting enough cheese.
And reflect that whatever fortune may be your lot,
It could only be worse in Milwaukee.

You are a fluke of the universe.
You have no right to be here.
And whether you can hear it or not,
The universe is laughing behind your back.

Therefore, make peace with your god,
Whatever you perceive him to be - hairy thunderer, or cosmic muffin.
With all its hopes, dreams, promises, and urban renewal,
The world continues to deteriorate.
Give up*!

(*No don't it's just a parody!)

This Is Not A Blog

The following options have always been available for your living pleasure:

• Lies and Retribution
• Threats and Intimidation
• Kindness and Respect
• Love and Affection

Choose some or choose all, it's your game anyway!

FYI: Other options always available upon request...

Truth and Beauty

Ok so pretty sure now it is/was the indoor weather-station thingy (WST) causing the image mangling. I did the bottom two pics with it on, then turned off (took out the batteries) the WST to do the others, it slowly came right...

If I had known you were coming I would have made a mix-tape, well a CD... but with songs specifically selected for you by me for your listening pleasure!

The best revenge is living well.