Monday, September 30, 2013

Something To Fill in Space...

Something to fill in time...


The only thing I'm sure of is that there's nothing that we can be sure of...
To be sure, to be sure.
The art of nothing
the Tao of nothing
the desire of nothing
the thrill of everything
cogent and acerbic

What's your anchor? Your rock? Your thing that will last for eternity?
Is it your soul? Or something outside yourself you attach thoughts to?

I'm far better at posing questions than answering them.

Exceptions listed below in the comments section:

Saturday, September 21, 2013

neva eva

I have never...

given birth
broken a bone
had a filling
got a tattoo
been to Africa
tried cocaine
stolen a car

faked an orgasm

Monday, September 02, 2013

Two Random But Not Too Random Lists I made

Unrelated but related?

Jake's puppies:

  • Charlie
  • T.V 
  • Viola
  • Kim Kil Whan
  • Jake Jnr.

Stark's Direwolves:

  • Shaggydog
  • Summer
  • Nymeria
  • Lady
  • Grey Wind
  • Ghost

Don't let the dragon, drag on...

Title Goes Here

If your so great... then why haven't you become disillusioned by the state that the world is in?

My life is a series of pointless tasks, that I give meaning to... but most of the time I quite enjoy them.

But when I don't enjoy it, I find it hard to cope with... guess I didn't deal with enough pain as a child?

Hopefully I have dealt with enough in the intervening years, to set myself up for a pleasant time later on... 

Well it makes me feel better to think that anyway... to a certain extent. 

I guess you can tell when you're tricking yourself?

Maybe sometimes the placebo effect is the best thing for you.

Feeling good just makes you feel good...

But if you cheated to make yourself feel good, it might not last as long.

Guilt is personal, shame requires an audience.

But if other people are just upset with you for no reason, fuck them!

If they wouldn't be happy whatever you did, why should you change for them?

I guess we still do though, projecting an image ourselves we want them to see.

I'm the most self-conscious person I know.

It may not sound like it: but I do leave the house and function as a semi-normal person.

Wearing my conformity on the outside and hiding away these thoughts anonymously.

The winning argument will never be uncontested.

Even the most gallant revolutions, will cause suffering for some...
(then eventually get hi-jacked by zealots).

Pessimism? Realism? Self-delusion?

I think I'm trying to do the right thing, but maybe that's just for selfish reasons too?

There are still people I want to apologise to/reconnect with, but that first hurdle is stopping me.

I think I should, but when it comes time to do anything, status quo wins again...


One tiny piece of information can totally change my mood.

I'm intrigued by statistics, jigsaw puzzles and lego.

I want to build a castle, but I think that is due to the book I'm reading...

Maybe if I set myself a deadline, I will have to do it...

Sunday, September 01, 2013

Did That Just Happen?

Objectivity is an assumption...

Collective realisation...

Time is a measure of change..

Change is constant...

Enlivened convalescence...

Duck, duck, duck... Motion man.

It's Obvious, clouds of smoke. Vadim.