What are our reasons to stay alive
random tasks or nine to five
unprovable theories, facts, obsessions,
deep minutiae, shallow lessons
ironic humour with sporadic timing
acting dumb or occasionally miming
do what you would have done anyway
believe what you will then do as I say...
The accumulated remains of selected ideas in blog form
The Truth is Lies...
Monday, December 25, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Negative Gearing Holdings Proprietary Limited
Short Lyrical inquisition...
I believe I understand this:
Scratch that itch until it bleeds”
-Sebadoh (Magnet’s Coil) Album: Bakesale
But I don’t think I understand is this:
mickey mouse has Grown up a cow”
-D.
Suggestions? thoughts? Don’t really care?
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Strategic Ambiguity
denial meets paranoia…
doubt meets justification...
theory meets experience...
experimental meets historical..
modern art meets archaeology…
incidental meets Machiavellian…
Everything has pattern if you observe it long enough...
Monday, December 11, 2006
Monday, December 04, 2006
Service Of Denial
Life’s battle in its most theoretical form…
Hollow people syndrome.
Is a nagging feeling of emptiness a constant nonnegotiable fact of life that is only disguised, here and there, by ambitions or tragedies that distract us momentarily? Ongoing, never-ending…
It seems we are either chasing the next obsession, or lamenting the one just gone. The satisfaction of achievement becomes eclipsed by the nothingness you feel when you don’t have something to aim for. What could you have done differently? Is regret a worthwhile emotion or just a way to look back on something you know no longer have a choice in/or control over? A yearning for the next/last high/low…
Is this my own neurosis or a widespread feeling of loneliness, depression, personal trauma, unlimited wants, lack of struggle for survival, missing outlets for primal aggression, sexual frustration, neediness?? Well OK I know it is not localised to my thoughts , because I read similar ideas from people that had died before my parents were born...
But then a gentle feeling that nothing is worth stressing about for too long descends.
I couldn’t say it better:
Pseudo street fighter
Removable objectivity"
Return of the Wangster
‘Podcast of Death’
Birth… Death…
Triumph… Tragedy…
When does life begin?
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Morals…
Equality…
Fashion…
Power…
Love…
Truth…
Happiness…
Satisfaction…
Convenience…
Safety…
Growth…
Life…
at the expense of?